10.11.2011

who knows.

- I hate confrontation. I hate confrontation. I hate confrontation. I hate confrontation. I hate confrontation.
-  I don't mind having alone time.
- My dog is the coolest.
- I've been paranoid that the guy who was scoping out our neighborhood will break in, while I'm alone, I probably check the locks on the door at least 3 times.
-  I'm am so glad I'm at a completely new chapter of my life.
- I miss Kaya every single day, but time has been flying by.
- There are a lot of great people, everywhere.
- I have more hope.
- There are so many people I want to go visit.. (aka. my father (Arizona), Linnea (Sweden), Kate (North Carolina), Kaya (Africa), and the list goes on and on...)
- I want to go on a cruise for Christmas.
- I force myself to do things I don't want to do to benefit me in the future.
- I have been anxiously awaiting a email for weeks now.
- Candles are the most relaxing thing to fall asleep to.
- My cat is 13 years old and hates me.
- When my bedroom is messy, I sleep terribly.
- Everyday I remind myself I want to be someone who effects others in a positive way. Yet, it is so easy to get caught up in my personal worries or selfishness that I realize I am being the opposite of what I want to be.
- The human body and brain functions blow my mind. How did you do it, God?
- I want to take a art class, I love drawing and painting, even though most days I feel like don't even have a ounce of creativity in me.
- Every time I meet/ see someone I wonder what their background is.
- I dream of traveling the world.
- I think beards look really good on some people and terrible on others.
- I admire my sister for serving so many people in her lifetime.
- I wish everyone's priority in life was enjoyment, developing talents, and forming good relationships/ helping others, rather than focusing on money and just getting by.
- It makes me so happy when I talk to people who are truly genuine. I would gladly go with out fake human interactions, they are too, fake.
- Sometimes when people try to be unique or different, they just end up being unoriginal and cookie cutter sort. We are all by nature unique and completely different, there is no need to try to change ourselves to be different.
- Some days I feel so distant from everything. I don't understand anyone and no one understands me.
- 'Life Is Beautiful' is one of my very favorite films, makes me cry every time, but is so touching. I highly recommend it.
- Wrapping a scarf around my neck, putting boots on my feet, walking outside and feeling the crisp air on my face and the crunching leaves under my feet.. makes me feel happiness.
- I want to carve pumpkins and make caramel apples.
- I am amazed how kind and charitable my neighbors are.... I can't even believe it.
- I think that's all for now.