no longer.

Colors Trapped 

Colorful strokes, filling the air, surrounding me,

telling me to be something

roboting movements moving me forward

in the same direction,

no distractions... 

That one.... pushing me, molding me

to fit the figure it longs to have

I am excape 

out of this darkness

where the colors will live 

They are trapped,

locked

with no self expression

This was written last year. Thankfully this is now just a poem, not an emotion. 

gratitude journal.

I started a gratitude journal because I am grateful for so many things. I decorated it to look like this. 

I like the scenery. I like the song. Last but not least I like dance. Enjoy.

Scatterbrained

I have been running around like a crazy person all week long trying to get everything ready so I am able to graduate on time. I apologize for this post, it probably makes no sense, considering I have lost my mind. But I have some exciting news! I am graduating in exactly one week from today! I am more than excited, I am ecstatic! Oh and other good news! Levi, Kaya's lover got his mission call today! He is going to Hong Kong China! I am so excited for him. The Month of May has been filled with so many wonderful things, and much more to come! :) 

I love to dance dance dance

It all started off at the beginning of my Sophmore year when I had this crazy thought pop into my head that maybe it would be fun to join the dance team at my school. Miraculously I made the team. Ever since my love for dance has matured. As all of you all probably know, because I talk about this subject way too much, I went to Folkuniversitetet and was part of their dance program in Linköping Sweden. I believe that is where I fell in love with dance. I am not saying by any means that I am a prodigy or even 'good' for that matter. But it makes me so incredibly happy, it doesn't matter if I'm amazing or not. What matters is I have fun doing it!

My wonderful dance coach and teacher Mrs. Fullmer was the one who really pushed me to start dancing. She encouraged me to stick with it even when I wanted to quit. If it weren't for her I would have a undiscovered joy in my life. If it weren't for her I wouldn't have attended Folkuniversitetet, which means I would have missed out on all the amazing experiences I had there. I would have never met one of the most amazing people I have met in my entire life, Linnea...... Fullmer, I owe you big time. 

Tribute to an amazing woman!

My heart is filled with gratitude, 

I am so lucky to have such a amazing mother and friend. 

She has been such a great example to me through out my whole life. Always keeping her head high and never giving up. She always expresses she loves me through her actions and words, and never fails to tell me she loves me. There is no way I can express how much I appreciate her and love her. But I really do, she's my hero. 

I hope one day I can measure up to be half the woman she is. 

I love you mom! 

Prom!

Prom was a success! I had a lot of fun :) Thanks Kota! 

Love.

Cecile and Ralf Huntzinger. Married 71 years, going on to 72. I hope to have a happily ever after just like my great grandparents one day.. 

Picture Taking.

I really enjoy taking pictures, so I thought I would share a few of my favorites! 

(Warning: some of these may just be my favorites because of the memories attached, not the photo quality)