1.02.2011

I Hate Goodbyes.

I am terrible with good byes.
Why do we have to say good bye anyways?
I came to Sweden knowing I would have to say goodbye eventually, but I never knew it would be this hard.
Tonight my friends threw me a little going away party, it was so nice of them!
They made all the Swedish foods, Swedish flags were everywhere, listened to Swedish music, looked at pictures from the time I was here and talked, it was very nice.
I have asked myself a few times, 'why did you come somewhere where you knew no one, made friendships, and then just leave?' 
I may be crazy but I do not regret coming here one bit, It is hard to say goodbye, but I know I will come back. 
I am glad I have gotten to know my Uncle Daniel and Ellinor and my cousins Christina and Esther better and I will miss them a lot, but I also know, I will see them again.
All the goodbyes are see you later. 
There are so many things that I have learned from this trip, that have changed my whole outlook on life.
I have fallen in love with this country.
I know I will come back plenty more times in my lifetime, and keep in contact with all of my friends here.
Instead of being sad, I will just remember all the good times I had here, and look forward to the next time I will be back.