Believe it or not it's December. In fact, Christmas is on Sunday. I start college in a little less than 3 weeks. I am still shocked at how quickly time passes. I feel like my life has turned completely upside down, yet it is still exactly the same. I'm still living in the same house, the same city I have lived in the past 14 years of my life, but everything is different. Kaya turned 19 on Sunday, I got to talk to her for maybe 59 seconds. I miss her. I'm still waiting for it to seem like Christmas, maybe in a few days. One day i'll catch up.