Do you know the feeling when..... You feel like you should do something but you have no idea why? or, you have tried something a million times because you want it so bad and keep failing? Well, I know both of those feelings quite well. Graduating from high school, I was so excited to go travel, go to college in a different state, nanny in a foreign country, go on a long trip....really anything, I was ready for a change. Every single thing that I tried either didn't work out or didn't feel quite right. For a long time I was really frustrated and thought I was doing something wrong. Why wasn't anything I tried working out? I wanted it so badly, I was working hard to make it happen, I kept on popping the question, why? I have always been told everything happens for a reason, and I accept it and know that it's true. Through this process, I have learned (maybe even mastered... okay, not quite) patience, a quality I was immensely lacking. I still don't know or understand why I am suppose to be here in Provo Utah, but I know it's where I am suppose to be at this time. Who knows if I will ever find out why I am here, but I am going to keep a positive attitude and remember I can find happiness anywhere I go.
